by brian e. gilley[this is an addition to the "He never lets go" post]In a world of flakes and half committed individuals the resolute person stands out like a princess in a pig pen. I truly believe that the uncommitted think they are experiencing the best of both worlds when in fact it is closer to the truth to say that are missing everything. They are like a jr high boy at the school dance too afraid to get on the floor for fear of being made fun of and too afraid to leave for fear that he might miss out on something. Yeah, he’s alive but he isn’t living. He’s paralyzed, paralyzed by fears from within and without. The uncommitted just hang out on the fence, vacillating back and forth waiting for who knows what.
The uncommitted think that somehow, by straddling the fence they will not be caught by the perils of the “big” sins nor will they be smothered by stifling religion. They think they will avoid the pain that blatant sinners find and they will escape the boring grind of Christendom. They think they have found the loophole in the system. They think they have found a way around God and His rules.
A lazy Bible reader might not have paid attention to the fact that God has already spoken against this particular brand of sin.
Against this very same backdrop Isaiah writes and breaths judgment, as does Malachi. They boldly proclaimed God’s message to people who were partially committed and partial in their allegiance to the LORD. And yet the people of the day thought they were “ok” because they still followed the external expectations of the Law. But they missed the point entirely and for this they found judgment.
God’s chief instruction to them was to love Him with all that they were. The ceremonies and rituals were only there to give an external expression to the internal reality of their lives – they were meant to give outward display to their love of God over and against all else. Rituals don’t save; they never have. But you knew that and that is not the subject I meant to write about today.
To get to the point, if you read these prophets you will discover that, as a fence dweller, you don’t find a loophole – you find condemnation.
You find condemnation because you are in fact a very committed person.
- refuse to commit to a girl > committed to being single
- refuse to have deep conversation and discussion > committed to the superficial
- refuse the wisdom of God > committed to your own wisdom (or those you like)
- etc…
The uncommitted are quite committed, but only unto themselves. You = god. You rule and govern and God doesn’t. God calls that idolatry.
I say all this because I spent most of my years hanging out on the fence. It’s not that I never return to the sidelines; it’s just that now when I recognize it I amend my ways. I don’t mean to shame anyone. I do mean to rebuke a mindset that is destructive and incredibly pervasive in our culture today. I say it this harshly because it seems that some things can be put in no other way. Some messages need to be hard.
Don’t miss the point; don’t waste your life: Choose you this day whom you will serve, if Yahweh is God then serve Him. Anything else is wholly unfitting. And a life half lived is no real life at all.